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Behind the monastery, down by the road,
there is a cemetery of worn out things
there lie smashed china, rusty metal,
cracked pipes and twisted bits of wire,
empty cigarette packets, sawdust,
corrugated iron, old plastic, tyres beyond repair:
all waiting for the Resurrection, like ourselves.
– Ernesto Cardenal
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a day for Roy Fisher’s poetry today
“In this city the governing authority is limited and mean: so limited
that it can do no more than preserve a superficial order. It supplies
fuel, water and power. It removes a fair proportion of the refuse,
cleans the streets after a fashion, and discourages fighting. With
these things, and a few more of the same sort, it is content. This
could never be a capital city for all its size. There is no mind in it, no
regard. The sensitive, the tasteful, the fashionable, the intolerant
and powerful, have not moved through it as they have moved
through London, evaluating it, altering it deliberately, setting in
motion wars of feeling about it. Most of it has never been seen.”
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this morning they were queuing up to get into St Bede’s for Mass
In amongst all the pain and joy of Holy Week I am reflecting on the union and unity of it all.
Reading Seamus Heaney
So hope for a great sea-change
On the far side of revenge.
Believe that a farther shore
Is reachable from here.
Believe in miracles
And cures and healing wells.
Suspect too much sweet talk
But never close your mind.
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this evening reading Geoffrey Hill:
So, the fifth day, I turned again
To flesh and blood and the blood’s pain.
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back from a very good Birmingham Estate Clergy Residential with twenty colleagues who I completely respect. The excellent Tim Watson listened to us carefully and led our worship. He crafted this poem from our words.
Not just ticking the boxes
“Will joy come in the morning?”
Owning the mission
Knowing our communities
Are first to feel the effects
Of austerity policies
Willing to share skills
And live out extreme generosity
Filed under: Uncategorized | Tags: abergavenny, Bonnie Thurston, cistercian way, esther de waal, hedd wen, pilgrim poetry, pilgrimage, poetry, small pilgrim places, the cistercian way, wales, walking
Part 3 – Picking up the Pieces
My knee began to recover. I spent two weeks at home building up walking – one mile, two miles, five miles, ten miles – trying not to count too much on being able to go back to Wales, but the knee behaved. I caught the train to Abergavenny carrying a much lighter pack. To avoid strain, I left the camping and the cooking gear. To give myself a good chance of finishing the last section I had arranged to stay mainly with kind friends and acquaintances.
I was nervous about starting again, but managed to ease myself back in. I had been invited to The Small Pilgrim Places Network annual gathering and had accepted on the principle that I would have been near Abergavenny at that point if the pilgrimage had gone to plan. The Small Pilgrim Places (http://www.smallpilgrimplaces.org/) is one of those things that does what it says on the tin. It is a network of places that pilgrims visit
Small Pilgrim Places are:
- Spaces for pondering, breathing, meditating, praying and ‘being’
- Small places, not those already on the map, well-known, or that draw crowds;
- Simple, quiet and unpretentious, with the presence of the Divine;
- Places of worship, gardens, ruins, open spaces, holy wells, etc.;
- Welcoming and inclusive.
It is well worth looking at the website and seeing if any of the places are near you. It was good for me, as a pilgrim, to spend time with people who are concerned with maintaining pilgrimage places and with welcome. There is a real richness in putting it all together. If you are reading this and live in Britain, do you have a Small Pilgrim Place near you? Do you have a somewhere that could become a Pilgrim Place?
Esther de Waal led us in a reflection focusing, wonderfully, on cloister gardens, asking us to find our own place of silence, the threshold, the place for entering our own deepest interior self. I think this has helped tie together a lot for me, the themes of who I really am, how I can really be that person, encountering in silence and solitude being among the deep gifts of this pilgrimage. We were given this poem by Bonnie Thurston from Practicing Silence to ponder and pray:
At the monastic centre
is always a cloister,
an orchestrated emptiness,
a place of light,
a fountain to feed
the heart’s garden.
Give me this life:
a centre empty
of all but light,
the stillness of Eden
before fruit was plucked,
my heart a spring
of living water.
The next morning I woke to before dawn to heavy rain. It passed and I began walking. A couple of hours along a quiet road before I picked up the Offa’s Dyke Path. Listening hard to my knee, but it coping. The walking did me good. Views of some of my favourite hills – The Skirrid, Sugarloaf and The Blorange (I would go out of my way to climb The Blorange), passing the site of Grace Dieu Abbey of which there is no sign, it is utterly gone.
Good to be back, thinking and praying, reflecting as I walk. A picnic on a hillside. Cheese scones, welshcakes, apples, black tea. looking down at a tiny remote Church that was locked when I reached it. Into Monmouth after 16 miles, a bed and breakfast, a bath, a meal and sleep.